i hate this part.

i have been wanting to feel what's love is really like. mind you; i'm a cancer; sensitive to emotional feelings. to be in love takes lot of work, patience and sacrifices. am i ready to be in love? i'm not someone who do bungee jumping every other occasions.
i need that confidence again. (that confidence occurred two years ago and lasted for three months)
someone said; fools rush to be in love and got their hearts bleed pain. be a wise and smart one; for he knows how fun love can be.

i'm dying to tell you but i'm afraid to.